Here is a slide show I put together for Wyatt. It's the short version of my story, yet it is kinda long. The song is one I wrote and Brook came up with the accompaniment. There are photos included that might be a little hard to see, but part of my goal with this blog is to make pregnancy loss less of a taboo subject.
That was a beautiful song, Crystal. What an amazing woman you are, and all your children are such great gifts from God. My thoughts and prayers are with you. *HUGS*
I just wanted to send u lots of love.And to tell u how sorry i am for your loss of Wyatt's.And for your other losses. I loved your video.And i want to thank u for sharing your beautiful son with us.Please know i am here for u dear.I am an angel mom of 4.I loat twin boys at 24wks4days in 1973,and my only daughter at 22wks.Due to a cord accident in 1976.And in 1980 i lost a son at 22wks.We never found a reason.And on Aug 10th,2012.We lost our 4 month old grandson Matthew.To the flu of all things.My heart is so heavy for us both honey.Your one amazing mama honey. I would love to support u through this.Your not alone.Plus i am fighting for my life.I have stage 3 colon cancer.And i am on the last step in beating it.Im doing IV chemo.I have 10 treatments left to do.I am getting 4 cancer fighting drugs at once.And i come home with a pump for 2 days with the drug called the 5 FU.Well all i can say is FU to that drug.My white cell count has been to low.So i cant start round 2 yet.Had to have two shots to bring that up.So i am praying on Monday i can get round 2 done.I am on BBC a lot.Cause im to weak to do much.So i can get any messages u may want to send.Im hear to listen with lots of love.And please feel free to vent or even cry with me.Im not sad that i have cancer.And i sure dont want u or anyone to feel sorry for me.I would love prayers. Know i am praying so hard for u and DH. And i hope we can become amazing friends through our losses.God has blessed me with amazing women.And has taken out all my so called friends.Together we will always share a special bond.Thanks to our wonderful angels.Again i hope u will add me.Sending u big loving hugs.And again thank u for sharing your most deep dark feelings.I am very touched my your strength.And your love.Praying for peace in your loving hearts.Dont ever give up honey.For had i given up.God couldnt of blessed me with 3 wonderful loving sons.After all my losses. Always be gentle with yourself.And know u have a old lady from Wisconsin who cares deeply about u and your family.Hunter is such a handsome little man.Love his great smile. Hugs mama
I meant to also say what a beautiful,beautiful song u wrote.So heart touching.I am in total tears. Thank u again for sharing your angel Wyatt with us.And that amazing song u wrote.So touched by it. Loving hugs to u mama.
Your children, who are already with God, can feel your love every day, Crystal. You're an amazing Mom. Peace be with you, Brook, and Hunter.
ReplyDeleteThat was a beautiful song, Crystal. What an amazing woman you are, and all your children are such great gifts from God. My thoughts and prayers are with you. *HUGS*
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to send u lots of love.And to tell u how sorry i am for your loss of Wyatt's.And for your other losses. I loved your video.And i want to thank u for sharing your beautiful son with us.Please know i am here for u dear.I am an angel mom of 4.I loat twin boys at 24wks4days in 1973,and my only daughter at 22wks.Due to a cord accident in 1976.And in 1980 i lost a son at 22wks.We never found a reason.And on Aug 10th,2012.We lost our 4 month old grandson Matthew.To the flu of all things.My heart is so heavy for us both honey.Your one amazing mama honey. I would love to support u through this.Your not alone.Plus i am fighting for my life.I have stage 3 colon cancer.And i am on the last step in beating it.Im doing IV chemo.I have 10 treatments left to do.I am getting 4 cancer fighting drugs at once.And i come home with a pump for 2 days with the drug called the 5 FU.Well all i can say is FU to that drug.My white cell count has been to low.So i cant start round 2 yet.Had to have two shots to bring that up.So i am praying on Monday i can get round 2 done.I am on BBC a lot.Cause im to weak to do much.So i can get any messages u may want to send.Im hear to listen with lots of love.And please feel free to vent or even cry with me.Im not sad that i have cancer.And i sure dont want u or anyone to feel sorry for me.I would love prayers. Know i am praying so hard for u and DH. And i hope we can become amazing friends through our losses.God has blessed me with amazing women.And has taken out all my so called friends.Together we will always share a special bond.Thanks to our wonderful angels.Again i hope u will add me.Sending u big loving hugs.And again thank u for sharing your most deep dark feelings.I am very touched my your strength.And your love.Praying for peace in your loving hearts.Dont ever give up honey.For had i given up.God couldnt of blessed me with 3 wonderful loving sons.After all my losses. Always be gentle with yourself.And know u have a old lady from Wisconsin who cares deeply about u and your family.Hunter is such a handsome little man.Love his great smile. Hugs mama
ReplyDeleteI meant to also say what a beautiful,beautiful song u wrote.So heart touching.I am in total tears. Thank u again for sharing your angel Wyatt with us.And that amazing song u wrote.So touched by it. Loving hugs to u mama.
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